7.08.2012

5 months

the 7th marked 5 months since elliana was born still.
another month further away from that tiny girl.

this one has somehow been a bit tougher than the previous months.
i think because the 7th's that have passed so far i've been able to think - i would still just be pregnant. now i have to think - she would be here now, living, breathing, with us.

and i think also because this one is just different. this one marks a specific month.
she has been gone 5 months.
and she was only here 5 months.
today, she has been gone from us longer than she was with us.

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